day 2

I woke up this morning totally grumpy and tight chested.   Hate that feeling.....   I didn't succeed again today without having a smoke or 2.  I know I shouldn't kick myself but I am doing better as each day goes. Tomorrow is another day..   It will be a better day I know it.    I did however stop playing on Facebook because I know that FB , coffee and cigs just blend well together :S   Not a good friendship I know.   

How does it feel to give up smoking......   I thought about it a lot when I truly craved for it today.   It is like in some sense losing an all important companion.   YES I know its not a real living thing but like a baby and its comforter.  Or a teen and their "electronic" toy going without it you truly do miss it.   I know that this feeling will pass.......... I am getting better at letting go.   I just need to stop being so Pessimistic about it all.   Stop Procrastinating and get on with the job at hand.  
Tomorrow will be a better road to success for me :))